These are the stories behind the scars— and sometimes just the musings of a wandering mind. Some essays are raw reflections on survival and healing. Others are sparked by curiosity, a historical rabbit hole, or something that simply wouldn’t leave me alone until I wrote it down. Whether it’s a battle cry, a quiet moment, or a piece on the Cousins War—I promise it’s honest.
The author reflects on the connection between illness and unexpressed emotions. They articulate that survival differs from true living and healing cannot occur in turmoil. The hope is for a future where safety allows for gradual healing, transforming feelings of dread into peace and restoring a sense of self and wellness.
The author reflects on the deep grief that follows medical validation. After years of struggle, the diagnosis feels paradoxical, bringing relief alongside sorrow for lost time, relationships, and self-identity. This complex emotional journey showcases the coexistence of gratitude for answers and the mourning of everything endured while seeking care.
The author reflects on their journey from fantasy writing to capturing the realities of pain and survival through words. Inspired by personal trauma and the need for connection, writing becomes a tool for healing and reclaiming identity. They aim to resonate with those feeling unseen, ultimately forging community through shared experiences.